Pieces

Every word will
Every action will
and yet again

No words will make it better
No action will erase
Pieces of me will fall
Pieces that look like parts of my soul
With eyes closed seeking from nowhere

You will not see
The image to you will not seem
The feeling will not compare
The head will be hanging
Thoughts will be piercing
The burning sensation is still

Move, Move

There is no other
There is no place
Burning particles will smell
The core will erupt
While the heart is holding you

All this will not be seen
The thoughts will not be shared
The felt ones will not shake the heart

I'm burning
You burning

Braking slowly
Pieces falling
Body still intact

What goes on within
explodes in containment
The eyes will be the reaction.

no questions asked

It takes a lot
It requires even more
The strength in question
The power used
Words will not mend
Thoughts will not save you

When you feel every inch of it separate
Pulls from both directions
And at that time no blood drips

Hope to keep it intact
But the power is too much
That moment wouldn't seem real
Skin torn with burning heat
Hand inside ripping,
and ripping

The pain is like ink
When you get used to it
The force is like "Hate"
That bares no tomorrow

Where do you want to go?
Where do you need to be?
Where will it be different?
Where will it be painless?

Exposed torture
The tighter it gets
Veins losing grip
popping drops that do not flow
It will hurt
It will not make sense
It will leave you hollow
When you feel it happen
You lose YOU

The pain will not let you be
Like shredding paper
Your emotions and feelings
Will split too pieces...

How

 

where do we begin?

how will you do this?

how do we mend this glass?

where are the pieces?

ripped from within

stabbed on the side

the structure still stands

the image still seen

but inside it is tortured

where will you begin

how will you put this together again?

words will not work

every chain of thought will not reach the end

the sound of it brake was missed

the force was too strong

then how will you fix it?

the pieces are shattered

scattered all over

the border will only limit

but it will not keep it intact

the feeling when it happened tore

all this was a shocker

the glass tried to hold on

as much as the heart do

it will brake to pieces

and it will still keep it's form

the veins will be blocked

the blood will wonder

the pieces of shattered glass

will hurt you even more

where do you start?

how do you mend that broken glass?

where will you find the pieces?

how will you put them together?

this is too much

a window was meant to stay intact

like the heart that was meant to stay sane

every word will not help

this is a glass

it brakes

it brakes hard

and the pieces will be hard to collect...

 

one day is one day

one day is one day
our hustle is still our grind
what today holds should not press us down not to see tomorrow
life is a gamble
we just need to be smart about it
one day is one day

it will all matter
the fruits will be tasteful
the struggle will pass
the pain will be better
just keep your head up
because one day is one day

God has no step child
he knows we can
he knows what we have is just a phase
keep at it
hustle through
grind like tomorrow will not come
because one day is one day

on that day the smile will last forever
the feeling will overwhelm you
just keep at it and keep your head up
there is no manual through this
there are no steps to follow
we just work with what we have
our mental strength is more powerful
because today we hustle and grind for that day
one day is one day...

Pressa, Phusha, Phanda

Do it now, do it right
let your hustle be your grind
let your mind lead you far
brake down those closed doors
don't let those walls engulf you
don't let no words pull you
don't let no soul drag you
brake free from the chains
let your downfall be your motivation
let bad talks be your leads
because they will always talk
do you
pressa
phusha
phanda

If you don't, who will?
these streets are cruel
these humans are dangerous
this world will test you
some will be enigmas
and some will be blessings
but if your hustle is on point
nothing will stop you
God has no step-child
if your time is coming
it will come, regardless your situation...

As she wonders

As she wonders

Her eyes were red from sleepless nights.
Her mind was polluted by words of disgust.

She was not to blame,

just a victim of circumstance.

Every step she took reminded her of her hunger,

the pain of not seeing the future.
As she wonders the streets in search of shelter, her feet swollen in the outcome of the kilometers she covered.

I stand out of sight and wish...

I wish I could do something.
Her future was thrown out the window by the very same people who bought her in this world.
Her heart is filled with indifference,

only if she could find a place to lay her head.
As she wonders, wonders and wonders...

SMILE

SMILE

 

My inner most pleasure

The sentiment of a rigid space
From both corners
They shine
They represent a place
A place not known to man
SMILE

When it happens it does

When it strikes I relax
These pages are blank
Today didn’t represent
That utmost space
That fulfilling feeling
That glow from afar
SMILE

It is in question

Does it have answers?
Is it just a sphere?
Is it just a phase?
Piercing the sides
Slides and glides through
SMILE

It happens for a reason

It is not forced
When it is, it resembles fake
Why would we slice?
The icing on the cake
Without that one thing
SMILE

The wider

The better
The deeper
The weight
As white as it can reflect
It’s condescending to the thought
The motion in question
Will still not have answers
Go ahead, try it
Go ahead, put it to the test
See the tunnel unfolds
With the light it will brings
The pleasure it will sustain
SMILE

Like an animal excited

Like a vulture seeing prey
That inner most deepness
That sentimental feeling
Will only represent one thing
Yeah you guessed it right
SMILE

It will not cost you

It will only revive you
It will set you free
Like being unleashed
Unhooked
Refined of your own mentality
SMILE

Listening to the conception

The creative element
This will result in
This will prosper to be
From the core of your being
To your face
SMILE

Those muscles in motion

Slowly intertwine
With what the heart beats
The end result will be set
The utmost place
And pace it drifts
Will leave you shocked beyond
And well you will,
SMILE

Drifting

DRIFTING

 

This hurts

You drifting away
My mind cannot feel
My grasp is faded
My head is out of control
You drifting away
And I feel there is nothing I can do

My nights are not whole

My words are not enough
This puzzle is hard
These thoughts are out of reach
You drifting away

And this is the only thing I know

Writing thoughts with no direction
Feeling this goose in me
You drifting away

The pain might not be felt

The thoughts might not be shared
The beat might not be felt
But the heart is in agony
This is not sorrow
It never qualifies
But you drifting away
And there’s nothing I can do

I long for the smile

I long for the touch
I long for the look
That says I’m here
The beats that intertwine
The rushing flow
You drifting away
I feel there’s nothing I can do

I search for you

These places don’t even have names
These walls are not even structured
The ground is not even moving
But you are
You drifting away
And I feel there’s nothing I can do

I’m shivering inside

I seek for that light
People always speak of it
This is not a tunnel
But this is a sink hole
You drifting away
And I feel there’s nothing I can do

I never say I miss you

I never say I love you
There should be meaning
There should be reason
And right now I have a 100
You drifting away
And I feel there is nothing I can do

The laugh is mute

The sharing is not real
The fake I cannot bare
The width is narrow
The depth is deep
You drifting away
And I feel there’s nothing I can do

My feet hurt from the mental travels

My pores are blocked
My blood is stiff
My lungs contrast
I can
No I cannot
Maybe I should
Well I wrote it
Fell off the chair
Rolled on the floor
You drifting away
And there’s nothing I can do

days like these

DAYS LIKE THESE

 

Days like these

Days like these.

Days like these rip

They tear
They make the heart heavy
They make the mind sink
All emotions lose control
Mornings become different
Nights seem soothing
They make eyes drip
While the heart overflows

Days like these put a toll on time

It will not change
It will not matter
Prolong it, why don’t you?
These days will always appear
These days will make one hollow
These are real
These are all over one’s mind

With these days, I will not pretend

I will let you know
I will let you feel
I will let you see
During these days
I will miss
I will long
One image brings the gallery down
One emotion tickles days

These days are mine

These days are for us
These days will remain
These days will live on
These days reminds
These days have an effect.
Days like these

The love is pure

The memories are beyond
I will not pretend
Because these days make me feel
Because these days I see you
I feel you
And I know you watching
Days like these.

People speak of Angels

Others speak appearance
One needs to breathe
One need to feel
Before you think
Before you do
Because days like these
Are days that will always be part of
Days like these
Will always remain

The heart is heavy

The mind is out of control
The beats are symphonic
Pores open and close
To every thought they do
Days like these

The puzzle was attached a long time ago

These pieces are engraved in each other
When the soul speaks
Days like these have meaning
They won’t change you
But they will remind you
They won’t kill you
But they will leave you hanging
Ones emotions speak
Ones heartbeat is stronger
Tic toc, tic toc
Time will move
But oceans of emotions will stay

Days like these…

if my words were creations

IF MY WORDS WERE CREATIONS,
THE WORLD WOULD BE MY THOUGHTS.

TREES WOULD DEFINE MY SUSTAINABILITY AND THE HEIGHT OF MY THINKING ABILITY.
MOUNTAINS WOULD BE MY STRENGTH.

RIVERS WOULD BE MY DIRECTION.
THE SEA WOULD BE MY GOAL,
THE PLACE I NEED TO BE.

ANIMALS WOULD BE POWER,
MY INTERNAL DEFENCE THROUGH PAIN,
WORRIES AND SORROWS.

VALLEYS WOULD BE THE DEPTH OF MY BEING,
THE DISTANCE YOU TAKE WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE.

THE SKIES WOULD PORTRAY MY MOOD DAY IN AND DAY OUT,
THROUGH THE CLEAR SKIES AND RAINY DAYS.

THE WIND WOULD BLOW MY MIND AWAY,
CAUSE OF IT MY THOUGHTS ARE NOT STABLE,

MY CELLS SHRINK IN CONTACT WITH MY ACHING HEART.

HUMANS WOULD BE ENIGMARS SENT TO TEST ME,
AND RIP MY SOUL OUT OF MY BODY.

WITH EVERY BREATHE I TAKE,
I WONDER MY OWN EXISTANCE…

make it yours

we create
we alter
we believe
we trust
and we make it work.

what we have does not define us,
what we do does,
we do not squander it all,
we treasure its existence,
it's all created by choice,
we all make one.

every word said should be felt,
every look should be seen,
the step taken should be in motion,
it's a circle of life,
that smile will make it better,
that feeling will make it better.

we follow a yellow brick road,
will it lead us to the end,
will it lead us to the part that's sane,
engulf in what you have,
make it yours,
create it to be you,
it should be different.

we live to see change,
we live to make it happen,
trends should not be followed,
trends should be highlights,
embark in what will make you stand out,
the love,
the care,
the full stop... 

Him n I...

I

With every sinister thought that leaves me amputated without words to breathe tomorrow through my veins and brain cells that stimulates sanity and rigidness, I never would speak!!!

It does

My heart still beats the same.

After all this time

After all these years
After all the heartaches
After all the tears
After all the stresses,
My heart still beats the same.

The thought itself is overwhelming

The smile is not fake
With the days passing by,
The feeling is still strong.
I catch myself looking at you smile,
And sit there thinking to myself,
Oh yah, there goes my baby.

I say this to myself all the time,

Loving you is easy,
Staying in love with you is hard,
But you make it seem like a breeze.
After all this time,
My heart still beats the same.

We grow with the times,

That might affect the relation,
We grow with pressure to stay relevant,
With you it all seem very easy at heart,
With you the light at the end of the tunnel is brighter.

All the laughter,

All the sadness,
All the shifting in thoughts,
I’m still glad I’m doing it with you,
Because at the end of the day,
My heart still beats the same.

I don’t question what happens,

I don’t question what’s not in sight,
I don’t question what could have been,
Because right now I’m content,
Because right now my thoughts are sane.
Do I wish to stop writing?
NO,
Because that would mean I stop thinking,
That would mean your existence in my heart is no more.

After all this time I still know this is what I want,

After all this time I still know,
With you is where I want to be.
No one ever said it would be easy,
No one ever said it would just be fun,
No one ever said things would stay the same,
No one ever said we would be here right now,
Yet again, no one ever knew,

No one knew that till today I would still be looking at you,

They never knew that,
My heart would still beat the same…

 

 

I failed dismally

I tried to write a poem…

I tried to write you a poem,

I failed dismally.

It would have been titled,

“My thoughts of you”

I still want to write you that poem,

I still want to share my thoughts,
I still want to have these cells produce,
I still want the smile,
The smile that comes with it,
The beat felt,
The connection with buttons,

I tried to write you a poem,

And I failed dismally.

This poem would have told you everything,

This poem would have made you smile,
This poem would echo words,
Thoughts and ideas.

When I set down thinking,

I lost my chain of thoughts,
I stood up and searched.
My search came back empty.

I tried to write you a poem.

And I failed dismally.

This poem would have shared with you,

This poem would have told you,
This poem would have cleared.

My feelings would be in the open,

My heartbeat would be exposed,
My mind would be still.

I tried to write you a poem.

And I failed dismally.

It would have been a poem about my situation,

The situation that happens in my head,
It would have been a basis to basis,
A beat to a beat,
A smile to a smile,
The stress to the ache,
The heat to the torture.

I tried to write you a poem,

And I failed dismally.

My hearts still beats fast,

My mind is in vain,
My body temperature rises,
Because of this complex thing, which one you ask?

The fact that I tried to write you a poem,

And I failed dismally.

I’m not angry,

Nor am I mad,
Because these thoughts will find a way,
This poem will be written,
In so many words you will know,
That when I tried to write you a poem,
I actually did,
And my failure thereof,
Would be you reading it…

I tried to write you a poem,

I really tried.
And I failed dismally at that.

Every syllable to it,

Every action,
All the shaking that came with it,
All the mixed emotions,
All the “I don’t want to be angry”
All the, “why”

I tried to write you a poem,

I failed dismally.

Shadow

 

 

Days will not be the same,

some will be bright,

and others will just be full of clouds.

 

Like your shadow,

it will not leave you,

it might hide from time to time,

but it will reflect what you are.

 

Make the right choice,

see the right things,

and see things as they are.

do not look at things from what people say,

do not listen to things that are not relevant to you.

 

Learn to be mature,

learn to be different.

 

One day it will rain,

and other days it will snow,

it will hurt,

you will be blinded,

but like your shadow,

when the days are bright,

it will always be there,

it will always reflect you.

 

Be you,

why? you ask.

well everyone else is taken.

love you,

believe in you,

and all the puzzles you missing,

they will fall into place...

Kasi_Kid

Lived in the streets,
fell off the streets,
got beat up by the streets,
the streets got me back up,
hustled the streets,
jumped over streets,
ran up all the streets,
know my streets,
believe in my streets,

I'm a kid at heart,
learned to be smart in the streets,
every corner,
every container,
every car wash,
the streets made me,
the streets provided,
every gravel road,
dusty soccer fields,
communal street lights #Apollo

Tuck shop sensation,
fat cake kings,
Student pie #Kota,
the streets made me,
the streets had me,
these streets know me,

I have pains written on these streets,
scars that will not heal,
faces that will not perish,
having friends created on these streets,
if you cannot relate,
you need to find a street...

Kasi_Kid all day, everyday.

KNOW!!

The great walked the earth.
The great get acknowledged.
The great make us remember.

We might not have been there.
We might not understand the depth of it.
We might not follow the trend.
We might not believe.

We grew up in a different sphere.
We grew up with knowledge.
We grew up and made decisions.
We still grow.

Our history may not be for all.
Our history may not change us.
Our history may just be fabricated thoughts.
but with all that's said and done,
our history is what we have to stand on.

Time changed the face of things.
Time still changes things.
Time will not be regained.
Time should not be wasted on what people think
some things should be like.
Take that time and use it wisely.
Make a difference.
Make YOU,
Well everyone else is taken...

Beat

It all starts with a beat.
It will all matter at the end.
Make it count.
Choose to do right.
And when you do, stick to it.
Time will not stop.
Run after it.
and if you fall,
don't give up.
let the heartbeat drive you.
the beat will lead you...

Look beyond the obvious

The burning sensation of it all.
The life we seek that we fight to have.
The skies will cry.
The ground will dry.
Clouds will bring a difference.
A light will shine when needed...