PAIN

PAIN

 

It hurts to think

Hurts even more to feel

The idea torments

The pounding of the heart is heavy
The pain rises

The mind stumbles

Pores blocked in question
Fingers tingle
Scratches off the earth within
The pain is so bitter

It fights a war

That competes with the  mind
Ripped inside out
The heartbeat fades
The knock feels hard
The head is on fire

Every question without a mark

No grammar to this pain
This bag is punched
As well it should
The pain will not disappear
At the back of your mind it will settle

This pain is severe

That people will not see it
In silence it will be mature
It will feast like a parasite
What is this pain that cannot be described?

These overwhelming feelings that bring tears

Tears that do not drop because of shame
Damn this pain
Whole body trembling
Hairs at the back of ones neck wave…