When love hurts with a smile

When love hurts with a smile

Every bit of your body shaking

Blood over heating
Toes frozen with shock
Your mind runs wild
Thoughts unchained
When you speak and feel your owns words travel
The feeling that cannot be explained
When your heartbeat is out of beat
Your body temperature changing every minute
When love hurts with a smile

The world will only see that smile

While your heart is overflowing with pain
Pain that cannot be seen but felt
Pain that will only leave your body through tears
Walls will automatically close in
The floor will be lighter
Doors will bang in your face without notice
Pins will fall to the floor with stings
When split seconds will matter to you
Is it hot or cold?
When love hurts with a smile

You will seek for closure to the unknown

The clock on the wall will catch up with you
Every tic will follow your brain cells detonating
Every toc will be down the river of words in you
When that smile is heavy on the heart
That moment when veins don’t matter
Thermometers broken before you even woke
When you can feel scratches on your bones
Where pain made turns
When love hurts with a smile

You cannot define/express/show or even be

The smile will be your salvation
Deep inside while a volcano is forming
You will smile
Your eyes will pop in blindness
Your mental judgement left stunned
Reason will not surface
Nights will not separate from days
Dates will just be numbers
When love hurts with a smile

Time will just be nature

No movement will lift you
Your soul tortured
Your believes ripped to shreds
Love will hurt you bad
And that smile will always find its way
Even when your face is just shrinking
When your senses are reduced to just two
Either it’s bad or worse
When love hurts with a smile

You will search in unfamiliar places

You will knock on glass doors that lead to nowhere
When food does not taste your mouth
The weight that could not be lifted
Yes love does hurt with a smile
People will only see what you want them to see.

When love hurts with a smile.