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I am blank to the words
blank to the thoughts
my mind is in mist
where all is not clear
time will not save
places will not cement
my thoughts are lost
in time and in place.

I do not know the depth
I do not know the distance
but I know the darkness
the lightless time I spend
blank will define it better
these are not windows to my thoughts
but windows to what I see

hollow
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narrow
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deep
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I am not looking for answers
I have not asked the questions yet
I am not looking for change
I have not seen where it is needed
I am not looking for help
I have not started helping ME

blank right now
in all aspects of the word, blank.
be it definition or description

need to fill this
need some music
need some beat
that will beat parallel to my mind
music that will sooth me
music that will fill this blank

I want to know
I want to feel
something, even if it is just a little
this blank is getting blank on me...