I Am Starving

I am starving

Starving deep inside
I am starving for sanity to help me breathe
Fresh and saving
I am starving for a smile
Two corners of my mouth

It takes time, though I trust not in it

The attention I long for
One I bleed for
The heartbeat that is meant to intertwine
Not one by one, but as one

I am starving for you in me

Somewhere in places I know not exist
The search that should always result
When the heart and mind do consult

I am starving with no words

Just a pen on paper drawing
Actions that do not even move
Waiting for the right time to explode
Tears that overflow internally
They burning like lava

I am starving for my pores to fill

My heart is not even in its right spot, it left
For I am seeking for what I always had
Time never showed, that’s sad
I seek for composure and sanity
For my mind to be free
Feed me, save me, see me and feel me

For I am starving in your presence

I AM STARVING…