Why should I speak?

Why should I speak?

When words run through you like laser beams,
The same beams in the Star wars movie.
Why should I speak?
When you dissect every syllable
To match your own mental capacity.

Why should I speak?

When you decipher even the clearest wording.
Why should I speak?
When phrases become spears to you,
They stab you in ways that make them lose meaning.

Why should I speak?

When you fly to conclusions with no end point.
Why should I speak?
When ignorance has become your weakness,
Your surroundings motionless like the world is.

Why should I speak?

When even my grammar is not on point to you,
You google internally just to rid of all points.
Why should I speak?
When matters of the heart reside in a circus for you,
A clown created just to leave a frown.

Why should I speak?

When even alphabetically orderly sense never reaches you,
Your brain has a wall of China.
Why should I speak?
When mornings become the aftermath of your wrath,
The weight of reality and mental stability lose you.

Why should I speak?

Why should I paraphrase?
The systematic of human understanding to suit you,
When your narrow mind sees in thin vision.

Why should I speak?

When all I want is just to speak,
Just one line in a sentence,
A sentence in a not to happen paragraph,
When long before one word blasted a hole in the earth.

Why should I speak?

Why though,
When the depth of my excitement reached the North Pole
Where even lava from your condescending reply is solid.

Why should I speak?

Are you worthy of my mental compilation?
Why should I speak?
When you are just keen to slaughter the motion of this pen,

Will I know?

Will it matter?
Do you matter?
Oh why should I speak?