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Tuesday, 31 May 2016

Love, love love

Love
Love is unfair
Love is unkind
Love is strong
And yet love is weak
Love is profound
Love is deep
Love is complex
Simplicity is in the thoughts
Love is direction
Yet without a route
It is talk from within
And short from the outside
Love is words
Said and unsaid
Love strains on feelings
And it could also lift you up
Love is slow
So patience is a virtue
Love pierces spots that has no name to them
Love is a symbol
Love has courage
Love, love love
Where would we be without it?
Given to the right person it will bring you happiness
Love is still full of stress
And it is just a word
Given the actions from one
Love becomes a galaxy on its own
It is love amalgamated with thoughts and actions.

Monday, 30 May 2016

i will not

 
I will not,
I will not let my future be abolished today
I will not wake up to see you cry
 
I will not scream if my words will not be heard
I will not listen to Zuma if his words mean nothing to him
I will not stand if the ground beneath my feet is missing
 
I will not let my heart beat for anyone else besides you
I will not burn my history because it bought me here
I will not waste my time with things and people that will not help me grow
 
I will not look at life like you do, clearly we are different people
I will not walk if it has no ending
I will not describe life to elaborate on science
 
I will not,
Promise you I will not
I will not.

Who am i? Blank....

Where are my thoughts?
Where are my words?
Where is the reality to not seeing anything?

It is blank but yet there is enough space
The drums I hear, but from where I ask?
The ground is shaking and I can feel the dancers,
Where are they?
It’s drizzling but not rain
My mind is dripping
How do I keep sane?

The darkness has perished
Yet, the light I cannot see
It is blank
My knees are heavy as my shoulders are narrow
Reality is far and the present is tomorrow like it was yesterday
How do I structure it?

I should be proud of what?
Because I feel blank
I am blank
In height and dreams
My wishes are sold to the highest bidder
What is the price?

I am surrounded by silence
Tension a knife will not work to cut
It possess powers not known to men
I am blank and yet I scream fulfillment
I scream to be whole from inside

I am hollow and no walls can be touched
As I stand in the middle of nowhere
My pen is full of ink
My paper is blank
What do I write and where do I find it?
A conclusion could only mean the removal of being blank
I am folded inside out
What you see is actually my inside

I could cry but have no reason to
I have nothing to cry for
My feelings are blurry and my eyes are shallow
Who do I follow as I stand it the mist of confusion?
I am blank and it is not a mistake

I need to rewrite this
Fill it with thoughts and words that represent who I am
Shit, who am I?
Oh I remember
I AM BLANK!

My inner space


So clear and unoccupied
My emotions flow free
I glow internally with no roots
But I am a tree
From the inside I can feel
The sound of the beat in my inner space echoes
With vibrations and with that I heal
I see brightness
The opposite of what my space should be

Blank cards in this game I deal
This space is so small
Yet I fit six minds
With two rhymes in each different kind
Deep and hollow travelling through
Towards the darkness of tomorrow
I pray to God that you don’t follow
On the walls all is written in sorrow

My inner space is the carrier of all my fears
In these thoughts my future is seen
All parts of my mind I’ve been
And still I treasure my inner space
Where originality is pure
Power to my conscious for sure
Clarity blinds me
I’ll donate my heartbeat to charity
This space is all that I am and more
All because it is my inner space
Look through my windows

Tuesday, 24 May 2016

Time heals


They say time heals
I say time contains
The pain is inevitable and sinks deep
Time heals they say

Take today in your hurt
Feel your gut cluster
Your heart beating slow
Your mind raising
Because tomorrow you will forget
Tomorrow you will understand
Time heals

In the future where pain is absent
Where your blood will be flowing steady
Your soul will remember
That time heals
The hurt will be gone
But the scar will remain
No doctor will fix nor prescribe
It depends on time
Time that will relieve you of that hurt
Time heals

No matter how deep the feeling is
No matter how narrow your mind seems
No matter how strong the punch was
Time will tic and toc
The pain engulfs your entire being
Look at the time
It will keep you sane
Far from what you’re seeing
Time will heal

No need to plaster
The core of it will be determined by the nights and days
Accept it
Believe in it
Speak of it
Think hard about it
And your mind will walk the pages
The words you utter will stick and will not change
Because it does heal

Time heals
Time heals
Yes I said it
Time heals.

The road less travelled


We tend to know the roads to use
We always forget to check for others
A road that is not used
We spend our time trying to figure out what’s it like at the end
The end of the road
We forget to find a way to that end of the road

We know the grass is green right here
But we listen to people who say
It is always greener on the other side
We forget to water the grass we have at our disposal

We know it takes hard work to see a better future
Yet we pray hard to God to provide
When we should be doing something about what we have

We know kids are the future but we don’t take care of them
The road we need to travel more is the road of solutions
Not problems
We know we have to be safe and yet we test fate
To see if the warnings are true

When we should be taking care of ourselves
This road less used actually has all the answers
It would decrease the complaints we have
Use this road more for a better understanding of your life


I wrote you a poem

It took me a while to write it
It has all the words that came from my heart
I wrote you a poem
Telling you how beautiful you are
How you make me feel
I smile just by spelling your name
I wrote you a poem

In it I am telling you how much I love you
How you complete me
I think it is still missing some words
Concurrently to me thinking,
The heartbeat, I love you with everything I am
From the core of my soul to the depth of my spirit
I wrote you a poem

Using a pencil because you drive so crazy
I didn’t want to run out of ink
This piece is long but I don’t know if it is on point
I just smiled
I wrote you a poem titled “you”
It is my way of saying thank you
But I don’t know if I should let you read it

“You” was a perfect title
Beautiful, unified, sane, intellectual
Oh “you”
I wrote you a poem
I wrote you a poem

I screamed from within with words piercing through the air
Trying to find you
I wrote you a poem
I wrote you a poem

No need to have you read it
Because you just did
“YOU”