toxic love

 

What is this?

Where did this come from?

How do I even begin to explain it?

What the hell...

 

Our love is dangerous

Our love is platonic

Our love is toxic

and this love will kill

 

the depth of the feeling

the feeling that cannot be explained

the sentiment that cannot be shared

the love that should only be shown

the heart ache it will bring

 

this love is sore

to the heart and to the mind

to the soul and to the core

the deepness of it all torments

 

we will always seek for change

we will always seek to see a difference

but that difference will not matter

if that difference is not based on it all

this love I mean

 

it is the most crazy feeling

words cannot even articulate

makes one feel like an animal

well even they have love

love beyond what we can see

this is danger

 

one day it will make sense

but how?

if you are failing to even put words in order

thoughts that race in all directions

what will it be?

how will we see it?

the danger is there

and the more I type I can feel it

it's running through my veins

this love is toxic

 

from the core of my being

from the core of my soul

I know this is true

I know this is mad love

crazy love

dangerous love

and yet I still want it

 

I still want to feel it

I still want to see it

I still want it in me

for as long as it can be

because without it

these words have no meaning

these words will fall on deaf ears

and my heart will explode.