Drifting

DRIFTING

 

This hurts

You drifting away
My mind cannot feel
My grasp is faded
My head is out of control
You drifting away
And I feel there is nothing I can do

My nights are not whole

My words are not enough
This puzzle is hard
These thoughts are out of reach
You drifting away

And this is the only thing I know

Writing thoughts with no direction
Feeling this goose in me
You drifting away

The pain might not be felt

The thoughts might not be shared
The beat might not be felt
But the heart is in agony
This is not sorrow
It never qualifies
But you drifting away
And there’s nothing I can do

I long for the smile

I long for the touch
I long for the look
That says I’m here
The beats that intertwine
The rushing flow
You drifting away
I feel there’s nothing I can do

I search for you

These places don’t even have names
These walls are not even structured
The ground is not even moving
But you are
You drifting away
And I feel there’s nothing I can do

I’m shivering inside

I seek for that light
People always speak of it
This is not a tunnel
But this is a sink hole
You drifting away
And I feel there’s nothing I can do

I never say I miss you

I never say I love you
There should be meaning
There should be reason
And right now I have a 100
You drifting away
And I feel there is nothing I can do

The laugh is mute

The sharing is not real
The fake I cannot bare
The width is narrow
The depth is deep
You drifting away
And I feel there’s nothing I can do

My feet hurt from the mental travels

My pores are blocked
My blood is stiff
My lungs contrast
I can
No I cannot
Maybe I should
Well I wrote it
Fell off the chair
Rolled on the floor
You drifting away
And there’s nothing I can do